In 1988, you kindly invited me to a Stanford Design Conference. Later I learned that it was an opportunity you seeded for me to have an interview with ID TWO. You must have gone through a lot of concerns and conflicts in thinking of hiring me who did not even speak much English. I was very young back then and I want to thank you for lending a helping hand and providing me all the opportunities and possibilities that I managed to purely dedicate myself in design and moreover managed to become who I am today. You showed me a standard for richness in everyday life. I am going through all the memories of the past and only now I am realizing the meanings you might have implied in words you shared. You might say to me “at last?” with a smile in your face as always . But facing your death , which I can not still believe, make me reminisce all the days and experiences we shared in the past.
I think it is more like realizing than remembering. I see all the directions you led me, all the opportunities you provided me and the thoughtfulness of you glittering in my mind as twinkling stars. I am only now realizing what your words, your directions, your nods, your suggestions really meant right then. I am now realizing how incompetent my understanding is and how willful I am.
The time I spent with you in San Francisco and the many business trips we made in Japan were very inspiring and they were fulfilled with surprises and impressions. “My most learning time, my 30s, was spent with you . Of course there was design that we shared but there was much more than this. A life which was fulfilled by with a company that was more like a family, with your broadmindedness, your attitude to deal with people one by one, your integrity, kindness, peacefulness and wittiness. Needless to mention that all such experiences greatly influence who I am today. I feel I learnt from you a way to be a man.
Just before finishing my seven and half years time spent in San Francisco, you recommended me to publish and to make a conference with my thoughts with “HARI”.
You spoke to many people and were backing me up for it. This book did not go public at the end but it is true that in order to speak of a concept for an essencial value for beauty in things and people, I had you as a model. I wanted to eventually complete this concept for “HARI” and I wanted to ask you to write the forward of this book. You also contributed a text for my monogram. It was based on a conversation we had on beauty as we were walking in Meiji Shrine. You patiently showed interests in my abstraction and concept that did not make any sense in design and beauty.
I realized I have been spoiled and lived my life willfully until today. I am now giving myself over to a sense of embarrassment and for being inexperienced by facing your death.
I need to stand up on my own. I need to execute all the revelations you suggested in the past from now on. I am truly grateful to you for always being there for me and guiding me.
I am sincerely happy that I met you and I will always be looking up to you.
Thank you so much.